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SEULsentimentJEneCOMPRENDSpas.

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Seul sentiment je ne comprends pas.

Frequent in it's visits
It loves to stay for long whiles
Straying here and there
Just for the sake of it.
Hiding itself, unreachable
Totally unable to let go
Of it's grip upon me
Like something that lingers
Unwilling, and totally stubborn.
It refuses to leave for too long
Though we compromise
Don't vacant here too long
And don't not want it back
Never ever forsake it.
But I'm tired of it all
It drags me down, makes me
Who I am .. what I am now ..
It's impossible though
To drive away a feeling
That you don't understand
And probably, never will.

I believe though, this is
A scratch at least.
Forgive me, true French people out there ;_; but I just love your language, so please don't bash me for my attempts with using french titles!
Well, to explain this .. it's sort of like a feeling that I get often, where I feel hardly motivational, very unenthusiastic, tired and just drained .. not wanting to do anything at all - giving up, almost.
When I mention, it's a scratch at least .. it's me already hinting that I've become somewhat aware that I do have this problem of not wanting to get up and do something, but how can I come around this if I don't know what the feeling is and why it comes to me, you know? Bleh ..

Inspirations:
:bulletred: Listening to lots of music by Émilie Simon
:bulletred: That damned feeling I've yet to understand
:bulletred: Awareness to my sloth behaviour [i.e: sleeping in a LOT, being on the computer almost 24/7 if I'm not working ..]
:bulletred: And I suppose, my PMSing [LOLS, didn't think about that did ya 8B ?!] which inevitably always, has and will, effect my mood [mood-swing, much? tell me about it ..]


Ugh .. stray thinking and I end up remembering I'm working 4 days following week .. cashier work isn't for me, I says!
Anyways!! Enjoy :butterflytwo: ~


Copyright by Lidia .S. Lay 2007
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