My Wicked Angel

My Wicked Angel

I'm tired, drained of energy.
I no longer have the will to carry on.
I wish to surrender my life
Upon your front porch.

But what use will that do for me?
You won't notice anyway.
And so I let go of everything.
I let go of all the happy moments
-- Of your face, your smile.
Your voice, your laugh.

All the times you made it feel, just right.
I let go of your grasp upon my mind,
My heart, and my soul.
I let go of the love I once had for you.

Let go of anything that slightly reminds me,
Of how you were my everything.
And then, slowly but surely
-- I'll let go, of my life.

But before I go on my way,
I wish for one last thing.
I wish, to see you in all your glory.
That manipulative smirk you always wore.
Those cheating eyes you used.
And lastly, your infamous words.

The words that cut through my very being.
Words that pierced what was left of my spirit.
The deception you chose to play, on me.
The fake life you lead yourself to believe
-- Every single, living day.

You're nothing but a fool, a liar.
That's the way I wish to see you as.
But, even without my love for you
-- I'll always see you as my angel.
My undying, wicked angel.


I'll never love anyone else
-- the way I loved you.